Angel's Cry

This will be my last post in this blog

Since this blog was created for someone

And I don't know if she's still reading this

But I guess this has nothing to do with it now

So it's time to come to an end

In this very last post

I wish to dedicate this to the person who means a lot to me =)

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything okay
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
Remember we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was okay
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

Who is

Oh I was perfect
For the circus
If she dared me, I'd do it
Love makes you stupid
I gave it up
But I guess it was not enough
Cause she never seemed satisfied

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect,
Okay
But can you tell me who is?

She set the bar
Just above the stars
A rocket couldn't reach it
But I still kept on reaching
She watched me try
Atleast a thousand times
If she loved me she'd stop me
But no

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect
Okay
But can you tell me who is?

I saw something worth my future
So wrong, so wrong
In my mind I was all it took
But I guess I wasn't wrong

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect
Okay
But can you tell me
Who is?

Goodbye

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

The Secret

I finally realize

She actually doesn't wish anyone to know about our relationship

Seriously I have no idea why she keep on hiding it

Perhaps, I'm just a burden to her

I don't have a good feeling about this

I just feel like she is ashamed to be with me

I feel like I'm unwanted, a boy-toy

That is my thought

Sometimes I even wonder if she ever care about my feeling

That's a stupid question really

I tell myself that I were just thinking too much

At least I trust that she does

But it's all right

That, at least now I know what she is thinking about

From what I heard from her

She's afraid that it will affect our relationship

Maybe she is right

And I will always respect her decision

I never expect too much anyway

I'm happy enough just to actually be with her

Who knows if our relationship is still fragile

But the only thing I'm sure

No one can stop me from loving you

As long as my heart beats

As long as I still have my breath

I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you ♥

If In Doubt, Love

So I've created my first ever blog because of someone

Or else she is going to say i'm not fulfilling my promise ><

Actually I'm out of my mind that what to write about

Hmm... let's talk about some sweet changes in my life recently

I've met someone and she's the kind of girl I never met before

A girl that made me believe in fate

And I'll never forget that night

A love song that lead us into a new romance unexpectedly

(Do you even remember that? ><)

At that very moment, we make our confessions to each other

14/05/2011 - since then we started our love journey...♥

After these times, we come to know each other even better

And I'm pretty sure I've made a right choice

Baby I promise you, I'll work hard on this relationship, I will

And I hope so do you

Coz I really do care about our relationship

Coz this time, I've fallen in love with you

and it just keep getting deeper and deeper

It's doesn't matter if I couldn't be your first,

I just wanna be your last ♥

P/S: Please always do update your blog, your hubby aka your top supporter will always keep an eye on it :P